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How hard is it to tell people how you feel within the moment?

Ok, I know…VERY HARD. Apparently.

You know how certain people you know have a history of fronting or not expressing their true feelings when things arise? That’s what I feel I’m dealing with.

I hate asking questions and not getting a straight forward answer. How hard is it to say “YES, I want this” or “NO, I don’t want that.”

I don’t like being where I am not wanted. Don’t say “Oh I don’t mind…” NO! Either you want me there or you don’t! It’s not that freakin gray! Black or white!

If I wasn’t there at all, would you NOT care at all? I know you would care. But would you tell me?

Probably not.

Probably try to act like it doesn’t bother you.

I HATE facades. I hate when people feel like they can’t say how they feel.

Truly.

Honestly.

But I’ve done it. And we all do it. Sigh.

And that’s why people end up lonely and unhappy. They don’t say shit until the day is done, and the people they love are gone.